Today's journey was to Carvers Gap, a stop on the Appalachian Trail. I wish I had gotten out there back during the summer, but better late than never, right? This morning, I packed up a couple of apples, a PB&J, two bottles of water, and some trail mix and then Tucker and I headed out for the day. We took Gap Creek Road to Highway 19, then Highway 143 past Roan Mountain State Park.
This would be a good time to mention that I actually intended to hike Carvers Gap last weekend. I started up the mountain and the temperature dropped by fifteen degrees by the time I neared the top. That was October 30th - check it out:
It was 31 degrees and snow was beginning to fall again when I decided to turn back. But this weekend, the weather was gorgeous; sunny and a balmy 44 degrees! Tucker and I reached the trail-head at around 10 am.
We hiked to the top of Round Bald. On the way up, we passed through a thicket of fir trees that were planted in the 1940's. They're dying off now, and the forest is gloomy and skeletal. Creepy but nice - my camera was not able to really capture the feeling of that place:
Tucker was convinced that the woods were full of bears. I told him he was just hearing blue-jays, but he didn't believe me. After a few minutes, we came out into full, buttery sunshine. The wind was brisk and cold but the sun was warm. The views from the top of Round Bald, with it's elevation of 5,826 feet, were spectacular.
Since part of the purpose of these hikes and this blog are to promote my own healing, I decided to spend some of the time meditating as I walked, and I brought my journal along so I could take notes. Before beginning the hike, I chose a random scripture from my Bible and wrote it in my journal. It was from 2nd Corinthians 13:8-14, beginning with "...for we cannot do anything against the truth but only for the truth...your restoration is what we pray for." I thought about this as I walked, concentrating on the words truth and restoration. After a while, I felt like a light had clicked on inside me.
Sometimes, I feel as if I am out of balance with God, and when this happens, I become out of step with everything in my life, even myself. I understand now that this is because at my core, I carry the truth, innocence, power, and likeness of the Creator of the Universe. If I am out of balance with God, then I must be out of balance with myself because God's likeness is an intrinsic part of who I am. Conversely, when I feel most at odds with myself is when I am also at odds with God.
Wilderness is healing for this condition because it is in nature that we see the beauty and wonder that resides inside us. Nature - as God created it and without human interference - is an external representation of our internal truth; that the animating spirit inside each of us is the breath of God. Spending time in the wild brings harmony because it helps us reconcile who we are with who it is God intended us to be. The truth we encounter in the wilderness brings us restoration.
Tucker and I really enjoyed our real-time wilderness journey today. It brought me some much-needed serenity, and it gave Tucker a chance to meet new people and new dogs, and to mark territory he'd never marked before. All around, a successful day.